Are you still by Umang Kumar

Are you still alone in your room with lights off, music loud, pillow against chest and crying for him.  Are you still under the showers of hot water and trying  to clean yourself from sins. Are you still Walking down the street with your dog, just to wander your mind from the thoughts of beloved. Do you still look at mirror, and cry and ask to yourself where you failed. Do you still switch the channel of TV when an emotional scene reminds you of past. Do you still stare at pictures of you love, and miss those lovely times. Do you still sit all alone on the seashore and try to solve enigma of life. Don't be so eager and run being the bubble of fakness. Life is like the rose: from burying it down in the land to its fragrance, it bears harshness of soil, it crushes down under feet of people, it pluged down and it absorbes the mighty winds and stands all alone.  You need to be strong and stand for yourself, it's okay to cry and let your heart light. But you have to move on to unfold the new secrets of life.  It's okay if you did sins, but standing on the same spot and doing that again, it's better to forget.  It's okay if you still are thinking about her because it is important to feel love in heart.  It's okay if you still miss your past but you have future ahead, keep the past in your palms of hand and move with thoughts of bright future in head. It's nice to walk alone in seashores when you miss her but give the time to yourself and recall the true of you. It hurts, when you don't come in the their definition of beautiful but stop neglecting the way you look, you are a gorgeous art made with love. Stop de-motivating yourself, just  be on the paths of your heart and Destiny will be soon in front of your eyes. Go out and let your skin feel the light, smell the fragrance of wind and fly with it. Just be you and be happy.

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